jasmineliz's Journals on Buzznet http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Untamed Love♥ Chapter 2 continues]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/5716051/ (JUST FOR THE RECORD... I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN SO DAMN LONG SINCE I WRITE ANYTHING! BTW, THNAK YOU TO MY IMAGINARY EGO "HAZMEENA" FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS CHAPTER!!!) 

 

So I woke up with this major headache, thinking I was at home. But as my eyes opened wider, and my vision became clearer, I saw I was in Ryan's bed! He was sitting at the edge, smiling. "Ryan?" I mumbled under my breath. 

"Hi. Are you feeling better?" he asked me, getting closer to me. 

"I dunno. What happened?" I asked, putting my hand on my forehead. 

"You took a big punch in the face from Trevor."

"Oh, well. What did I do to him?" 

"Nothing, you blocked him from punching me because I was gonna mess his face up." he laughed, I smiled. 

"Well, sorry."

"For what? You took the beating!" he smiled. 

"Yeah, but.. nevermind." 

"Do you wanna go home? Brendon's been worried sick. He called 8 times in the past two minutes." 

"Um, sure. I guess so." I said. 

 

As soon as I got home, Brendon and Pete were sitting in the living room. 

"YOU'RE HOME!" yelled Brendon as he ran up to me and gave me a bear hug. I laughed. He did this a lot when we were kids. 

"Yeah, I am." Then suddenly, I had a flashback about what happened last night... 

 

"HEY! YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME HUH? COME AND GET ME, BITCH!" yelled Ryan to Trevor. I pulled in front of Ryan as Trevor started to run towards him. I felt a sudden thump on my face. I fell on the floor. Suddenly, everything blacked out. I heard people bickering back and forth, Ryan and Trevor yelling at each other, 
"WHAT THE F*** TREVOR HUH? YOU JUST SOCKED A GIRL RIGHT IN THE F***ING FACE!" yelled Ashlie. 
"WELL IT'S NOT MY FAULT SHE BLOCKED RYAN-GAY-ASS!" yelled Trevor. The last thing I heard was, "Omigod. Ryan, take her-"

 

"OH MY GOD!" I yelled, running up to my room.

"What's up with her?" asked Brendon. 

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So, Kurt wasn't the best guy for me. But, why the heck would he be tired of my ways? I thought he'd loved me. That shows what douches men can be sometimes. Good thing Pete's always there for me. He's my Brendon when Brendon can't be there himself. As I sat there on the couch, waiting for Brendon to come home, I felt the urge to cry out. As I did. Ryan was a good guy, but really. I should have never done that! As soon as Brendon walked in, I stopped crying. 

"Jasmine, do not even talk to me." he said walking fast to his room. I glared at him, with my red, puffed up eyes. 

"Brendon, don't even try to run away. I pretty much think I know what the hell happened." I said standing up. He stopped, turned to face me and stared me down. "I'm not scared of you." I lied. 

"Stay out of it. What happened between me and Diane is none of your business." 

"Yes, Diane is... let's just say 'unhappy' with your decision to bring up you f**king a girl while you were drunk and getting her pregnant." I said. 

“Again, it’s none of your business.” he said, grabbing my shoulders stiffly.

“Brendon, listen-“

“No, you listen! Stay out of my business, don’t talk to me and do not talk to Diane. Is that clear?” he cut me off. I nodded my head. I was actually scared of my brother a bit.  He let go of my shoulders and walked to his room. Why was he so mad at Diane? She did nothing to him, he caused all the trouble. But of course it was “None of my business” so I just ignored it. 

 

 

it was short, i know :( so im gonna put the second part of chapter 2 up later. hope u liked it. it was short. 

~jazzi <3

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-11-25T14:23:00Z <![CDATA[Untamed Love♥ Chapter 1]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/5210461/ Waking up, I had a MAJOR headache. I don't know how or why. Then I looked up and Brendon was sitting at the edge of my bed.

"Are you okay?" he asked me. Why did I have the pain of a hammer hammering me head?

"Uh, kind of. I have a headache." I said putting my hand over my forehead.
"Figures. You have a hangover. I warned you last night not to drink so much." he said.

"Thanks." I said in sarcasm. All I remembered is making out with Ryan. BUT WHY?! Ryan's not my boyfriend!! "Hey, what happened last night?" I asked eagarly.

"You got drunk and started making out with Ryan." he said.
"Well you should have stopped me! You're my brother, Brendon Urie!!"

"Well, I'm sorry-"

"Not accepted! You know what the f**k could have happened if Kurt found out?! He would have broken up with me!!!"

"I know, I'm sorry! Look, Kurt isn't your boyfriend anymore."

"What are you talking about?"

"He found out from Chelsie that you made out with Ryan and got a bit.. sexual with him."

"BUT I WAS DRUNK!" I yelled, the bickering back and forth was making my headache worse.

"He knows that and he told me he was tired of you getting drunk all the time." he said. I felt really bad. I never meant to make out with Ryan. UGH!
"You know what?" I said calmly. "I'm through with this. I'm done. I don't give a f**k if he broke up with me, I'm glad he did." I continued. He gave me an encourgaging smile.

"You can do better to be honest." he giggled.

"I know." I said.

 

 

sorry it was a short chapter 1. usually my first ones are LONG. but i hope u like this one and tell me if you want me to keep writing this!!

~ love jasmine OXOX

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-11-15T00:51:00Z <![CDATA[This Love Chapter 1]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/4934381/ (Though this is fiction, I actually LOVE Patrick Stump!!!! Not Pete that much.)

 

Joe never let me go anywhere without him. I asked if I could go outside fto go to Patrick's house to hang out with him. Know what he said? No.

"Joe. Please. Come on, you always go outside without me." I said.

"No, Jasmine. I'm not gonna fight right now." he said. I crossed my arms.

"You are the worst brother a 14-year-old girl can have. Even though you're 16, you're still the worst, Joe." I said. I flipped my hair and walked upstairs to my room.
    No where to be found, my phone was ringing. I wasn't gonna answer anyways. So why bother looking for it??? I flopped onto my bed, with anger in me. I just wanted to see my BEST friend. Ever since he left Chicago in a year ago in 2002, I haven't seen him since. He's only four years older than me... so what? I loved him like a brother. I heard a knock on my door.
"What, Joseph Trohman?!" I yelled.
"Can we talk?" he asked. I got up. No. We can't talk. But about what? Maybe we should....

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-10-27T22:27:00Z <![CDATA[I Hate This Part Chapter 2]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/4933891/ (So if you're wondering, me and Christian never worked out here. But there's another guy I'm interested in. You guys will TOTALLY freak! Think of him as like... a movie star. Only realistic xD. Anyways, here I go =] let's hope this is good.)


"Jasmine! Hurry up. We're gonna be late!" yelled Layla.
"I'm coming, Ly. Just wait a sec!" I said tripping over my shoes as I tried to put them on on the way down stairs.
"JASMINE! IF YOU DO NOT HURRY, I WILL LEAVE WITHOUT YOU!" she yelled. I stopped on the 6th step down with a sympathetic look on my face. My shoes were on and I walked down.

"Leave without me, Layla. Watch and see. We're not gonna be late to Brooke's sweet 16, Ly." I said. She rolled her eyes.

"THEN LET'S GO! You got a shift there to be the bar tender, so we gotta get there early. Or at least you." she laughed. She tugged my arm as we ran into the car. Her boyfriend, Max, was gonna drive.


    When we got there, Brooke was wearing an AMAZING sweet 16 dress, like SERIOUSLY! It was ice blue with a pink streak of glitter where her belt would be, knee legnth, strapless. I was TOTALLY jealous. This dress beat what I was wearing at the time, I was wearing a black, spaghetti strap, below knee legnth dress with glitter everywhere. Her hair and makeup was amazing. I was just wearing eyeliner and I had my normal hair, striaght pulled back in a high ponytail, with my bangs pulled forward. She had her chocolate brown curls all pulled forward, wearing white eyeshadow and fake eyelashes (that looked natural) and foundation.
"Jasmine! Layla!" she said, hugging her and I at the same time. Then she grunted. "Max." she said.
"So, Brooke, I had this thing I need to do, it's called tend your bar! And I was wondering how to do it?" I laughed. Brooke rolled her eyes with a smile.
"You just ask the guests what they'd like, and you tell Rodrigo-" she said.
"Rodrigo? Who's that???" I asked. She smiled.
"The manager of the place. He's going to make the drinks and hand them to you to serve." she said. I smiled.
"Got it. Easy peasy, lemon squeezy." I said. I walked over to the bar and saw Rodrigo.
"Hi, you must be Jasmine." he said. I smiled and shook his hand.
"And you must be Rodrigo. Nice to meet you." I said nicely.
"Okay, do you know how to do this?" he asked me. I opened my eyes widly. He was holding an apron and a notepad with a pen. I laughed.
"I do now. But yes, Brooke told me all the basic and big things about bar tending." I said.

    Later on, it was about 9pm. I'd served a LOT of drinks to people. But I still had a long way to go. I walked over to a random table, looking at the notepad. "Hello. I'm Jasmine." I said, I looked at the two men and woman sitting and smiled. "I will be your tender all night. Is there anything I can get you at the moment?" I said with a big smile (which ached a lot). Then I realized, one of the guys was a teenager like me. He smiled.
"May I get a virgin pina colata?" he said with a smile. I smiled back.
"One virgin pina colata. Is there anything else I can help you with?" I said. The woman smiled at me.
"No thank you. Not at the moment." she said nicely. I walked over to the bar.
"Rodrigo! One pina colata, VIRGIN!" I said. He laughed.
"Why are you so giddy?" he asked. He started making the drink. I had a blank look on my face.
"I have no clue, to be honest with you, dude." I laughed. He laughed. When he was done (which was very quickly), he handed me the drink. I walked over to the table until. BAM! I tripped and fell on this guy walking the oppisite way. (Thanks alot, high heels!)
"Oh my goodness! I am so, so sorry, sir!" I said. I got up as I pulled his hand to get up. (Luckily) The drink spilled on the floor and no where else. (whoo) I bent over to pick up the cup, as soon as I got up, I met his eyes.

To be continued....

Hope u like it :) i think the end is cute. dont you??

-jasmine <33

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-10-27T21:20:00Z <![CDATA[NEW STORIES!!!!!!]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/4924921/ YAY! I'm writing the "I Hate This Part Right Here" stories, "My One, True Love" stories, if you huys want... "Vampire Pshycos" and ones about kids in Jr. High called "The Stupidity School; Grades 7-9". I just hope people enjoy them cause they're a bit confusing. I'm warning you now. And maybe a bit skanky. But whatever. I promised more "...This Part..." and "... True Love.." =]

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-10-26T17:08:00Z <![CDATA[I HATE MY LIFE!!!]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/4663091/ So there's this really cool thing @ church going on tonight, it's called "5th Quarter" and it's after the football game :/ APPERANTLY I CAN'T GO! So I am a really bad child to my parents and I ALWAYS talk back, so I was like, "YOU HATE SEEING A SMILE ON MY FACE WHEN IM HAPPY!" because ITS TRUE! Anytime I'm happy, they go ahead, not caring, make me angry. It's like they know what makes me angry and they like to do it, that's just how I feel. No certian things to say besides I hate my life and I hate the way my parents are. I mean, I'm basicly the only child. My older brother is in college and WAY far away. I basicly AM the ONLY child. AND the youngest. AND THEY TREAT ME LIKE CRAP!!! UGHHH! I hate this!!! I've been wanting to do this blog since two months ago, but never felt the urge until NOW >:(< It's SO complex how I can barley even have privacy in my room. IT'S ANNOYING! I am seriously crying right now. My laptop is wet now because of those tears that my parents cause. D'x I HATE MY LIFE!!! I wish they would treat my like a the small little girl I hide inside. Outside, I'm like a rebel, I am weird, insicure, depressed everyday. When Inside, I'm shy, I'm secure, happy. I like to be in my own little world when I have oh so much time because of the things I do around the house. I really wish that universe existed.

 

  I still love you, buzzies :)

 

~Jas :)

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-10-09T17:44:00Z <![CDATA[OMGZ!!!]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/4660151/ I wanted to ask you all one thing... Don't you think Hanna Beth & Audrey Kithing look like TWINS??? I mean, besides their hair, THEY COULD HAVE POSSIBLY BEEN SEPERATED AT BIRTH! I mean Audrey's 24 and Hanna's 21. But SERIOUSLY!!!

 

 

look @ this: 

 

 

 

and this:

 



 

 

and Audrey's NATURAL color is brown :O

 

and look @ this too:

 

 

 

ANDDD THESE:::

 

 

 


 

 

So, two complete lunitics,best friends and look like TWINS, are just weird. Even read their tweets. THEY ARE SO MUCH ALIKE!

 

 

Well Miss Hanna and Missis Audrey are beautiful, famous, and very very georgus! <333 I love them even if they are TOTAL freaks xD

 

http://www.audrey.buzznet.com

 

http://www.hannabeth.buzznet.com

 

 

I just wanted to share my opinion xD THEY DO LOOK LIKE TWINS THOUGH! Look closely!!!

 

~Jas :)

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-10-08T22:42:00Z <![CDATA[Struggles :/]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/4632051/ Hey buzzies :) 

 

It's Jasmine here.

I just wanted to tell all my readers of (maybe familiar) "My One True Love", "I Hate This Part Right Here", and the new ones that I'm working on "Vampire Stories" will have to be canceled until further notice. I've been SOOO busy with all of them at once, I've been losing track of some. xD And one chapter of each one should be up next Saturday :)

But I am not sure if I should publish "VAMPIRE STORIES" because it's gonna be a bit wild (just to warn you) if I do. And there are some way crazy parts. So you guys decide if you want me to publish "VAMPIRE STORIES" or not :)

But ferrr surrre I'm gonna post one more chapter of "My One True Love" and "I Hate This Part Right Here" next Saturday :) 

I was always gonna post more :D it just wasn't supposed to be so fucking damn long :/ 

 

<333 always, 

JaSMiNE :)

]]> Buzznet jasmineliz 2009-10-03T10:21:00Z <![CDATA[Heart broken :(]]> http://jasmineliz.buzznet.com/user/journal/4604361/ I am done with love!!! Seriously! Until I find a guy who likes ME, I'll get back into love. I thin dating is one of the weirdest things ever invented. I mean, you go go out on a date with some random guy, you like him, then what? Wait... there goes my point xDDD 

What's really wrong is... I GOT NO MUTHA FUCKIN GAME! I'm around guys 24/7; I always talk to guys; I can't even go up to this one guy I've liked for a while without getting nervous. UGH! I'M SO STUPID

I've had the same crush for a while now... no one besides my cousin knows who it is. And YES a guyy. Not a girl xD

I wanna get over this, I AM over it. I just can't think... think about why I got no game. Uhhh, maybe cause I'm just not ready? Idk...

But for now, I'm canceling my membership @ eharmony.com xDDD That was a joke xDDD

But seriously, no crushes now. So guys & girls, feel free to hit on me, but I know I won't hit back. I might, but high chances are only maybe. Anyways, I'm sad right now. Don't ask why. Just sad and depressed. I love you all buzzies. <333 I'll be online tomorrow and now. <333 luv ya!

 

~ Jasmine L.  

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